Confused in a world of space

bodies pushing against each other
heat rising out of each other
sweat binding the bodies together
time slipping away
words missing from sentences from tv
only thing grounding me being his words
calling to me to come to him
holding me while I space into my headspace
not letting me go to far but far enough to push my limits
his words grabbing me by the gut telling me what to do
making my body quake with the desire of release
the alure to be lost forever in the space
no grounding just a release
letting go of sorts
not caring if I ever come down from where I am at
to know he put me there rises me up even further
past the clouds and the sun
but still feeling him there with me
feeling his hot breath whispering in my ears
telling me to hold on to his voice
aching to not follow his rules
begging on the inside for release so I can soar
confused in the world of space not knowing if I should
release or hold on like ordered
feeling in my heart to release hearing my head say hold on
fighting on the inside
feeling the electric pulses rise in my body
forcing out of one area of attention
coming to the climax of space realization sits in his hold has won
slowly like a feather in the wind I drift back down to my body
not wanting to go endorphins rushing my body bloody coming slowly over the body
weakened by the experience unknowing is my surroundings unable to speak in human terms
with his voice saying good pup.